Am I I?

Insane as it seems, crazier it is
It seems like a rope walk but
A silky slide it is
Dawns are dusks and moonlight lights up the sun in my heart
A moment of blissful high and a torment of longing sighs
Pinches of salt that float in tea cups
While the sweetness of my within sees it not
Dreams deepen as fluxes of feelings vaporise
I save myself only to fall again into an abyss, romanesque
The flight of the fall so deafening yet satiating
Pain claws as I try to perch upon a known terrain
You, my love I see afar
Like the twinkling shine of a treasure box
Candy eyed like a gleeful child,  I run to see
Oh my darling, like a mirage you disappear
The Oasis can't be far in an ocean?
Well, love is this so why can't it be?
Blinded not by this foolish sights,
Soaked am I in you and you in I..